That state of mind…

The sounds of my steps
Echo throughout the vaults,
Dim and melancholic,
Deep and extensive,
I stumble, purposeless
Wandering from place to place,
As a bridal veil
Would caress the face of beloved,
Fog seeps in, slowly,
Envelops my being,

Revealing what lies ahead
In only mere increments,
Hiding from me the world,
I long desire to see,
It brings me comfort, ignorant bliss,
Obscuring future troubles,
Grasping at my person,
As a wanting lover,
Yet I yearn for freedom,
To do what must be done,

To fulfill a purpose long hidden,
Yet the mist brings me safety
Keeping me from pain and hurt
That the vaults display,
From the whispers; the black wind,
Prejudging eyes and searing light,
I continue my trek, clothed
In my fine cloak of mist

Accopanying music: credits in the vidlink

 

The World: Antichlorobenzene ?

Just a song that made me think...what kind world do we live in? A cold cruel world of meaningless critizim and hate? A world uncaring, numb, and robotic?

One of Antichlorobenzene?

Interperet the lyrics as you will...

"Antichlorobenzene-Rin/Len kagamine"

Music/Lyrics: オワタＰ

Original / Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
kurushikute kanashikute kuyashikute yametakute sore sura mo yurusarezu nani mo ka mo ushinau dake de tsurasugite nikusugite munashikute keshitakute nani mo ka mo nagedashite tobidashite wamekisakebu yo	It's difficult, it's sad, it's regrettable, that I want to stop, and yet I'm not even allowed to do that, but only keep on losing more and more. It's too painful, it's too detestable, it's futile, that I want to erase all, abandon anything and everything, fly off, and make an clamorous outcry.
kimi wa nani mo shirazu ni yoru no machi o kakeru yo boku wa nani mo iwazu ni sore o tada mite'ru dake chiipu na kotoba narabe gooru wa doko ni aru no ruuru wa soko ni nakute moroku kuchihatete yuku	Without understanding anything, you run through the town at night. Without saying anything to you, I merely keep on watching. Some cheap words have been lined up, but just where is the goal? The rules are not over there, but are weakly decaying.
boku wa soshite kataru kono yo no subete o tadasu n da to boku wa noraneko ni kataru boku nara subete o tadaseru yo to deki mo shinai chikai furikazashi hitori-yogari ni yoishireru minna shitte'ru rikai shite'ru dakara boku wa kyou mo	And then I start to talk: "I will correct everything in this world." And I try to deceive the cat: "I will be able to correct everything." Brandishing an impossible promise, I indulge in self-satisfaction. Everybody knows and understands, so today, too...
sarasarete kowasarete sabitsuite kuchihatete ari mo shinai uwasa sae nagasarete makoto to naru yo uso de mo ii kamawanai bokutachi ga tadashikute kimitachi no tsumibukai haitoku o hineritsubusu yo	You will be exposed, be shattered, become rusty, and rot away, and even the absurd gossips will be washed away and become truths. Lies are fine, I don't care, because we are the correct ones here, and therefore we will completely crush your deeply sinful immoralities.
kono uta ni imi wa aru no kono uta ni imi wa nai yo kono uta ni tsumi wa aru no kono uta ni tsumi wa nai yo	Does this song have a meaning? This verse has no meaning. Is this song sinful? This verse is not sinful.
ano uta ni imi wa aru no ano uta ni imi wa nai yo ano uta ni tsumi wa aru no ano uta no tsumi wa	Does that song have a meaning? That verse has no meaning. Is that song sinful? The sin of that verse is...
boku wa soshite kizuku shosen wa nani mo umidasanai to kimi no ikiru kachi wa nani noraneko wa mizu ni tsukiotoshita imi no nai kotoba ni odorasare furimawasare ushinau n da nani ga zen da nani ga aku da mou nani mo wakaranai saa issho ni kuruimashou	And then I come to a realization, that I should not create anything after all. What is the value of your life?-- --Just a stray cat, whom I've thrust into a pond. To some empty meaningless words, I dance and wave about, until I lose them. What is "good"? What is "evil"? I don't know anything anymore. Now, let's go mad together!
boku wa nan no tame ni utau parajikurorobenzen tada imi mo rikai sezu ni utau parajikurorobenzen aku o tataku seigi furikazasu parajikurorobenzen mawaritomeru bokura kizukanai oroka na koui	For what do I sing? Paradichlorobenzene. I just sing without understanding why. Paradichlorobenzene. We crush evil, and brandish justice. Paradichlorobenzene. As we stop wandering we don't realize our foolish deeds.
arienai yurusanai tomaranai kono kimochi kono tsurasa kono nikusa tsuranuite kokoro o utsu yo kurushikute kanashikute munashikute keshitakute sore sura mo yurusarezu akirame wa boku o sukuu kara	It's not possible, it's not forgivable, and it won't stop, this feeling of mine. This pain and this detest strike right through my heart. It's difficult, it's sad, it's futile, that I want to erase all, and yet I'm not even allowed to do that, because only renunciation will save me now.
uso de mo ii kamawanai yurushimashou mitomemashou warai sae netami sae kuruoshiku aisesou da yo zen de mo ii aku de mo ii [koro]shimashou nemurimashou mou ii yo tsukareta yo bokutachi wa sukuwaremasu ka	Lies are fine, I don't care, let's forgive, let's give acceptance. We're so mad that it seems like we can embrace even laughter and jealousy. Be it "good" or "evil", let's [kill] everything, and then fall into a slumber. I've had enough; I'm really tired now. Will we be salvaged?

Translated and transliterated by animeyay
http://www.animelyrics.com/doujin/vocaloid/antic6h5cl.htm

Happy single awarness day!

Tomorrow is what the happy couples and the indifferent know as Valentines day, to us poets and those forever alone, Singles Awareness Day suffices as a term...

Lounging in my favorite den,

In a dim, ambient Café,

Nearly devoid of people, nearly
The plush corner couch,
Did its best to nurse a weary soul
Released from the burden and strain
Of various trials and tenacities,
My travel companion, freed by a bargain, after much drama,
Greeted me with the same gratitude as always,
Clean, untouched, snow white pages, and a riveting tale,
Properly named Epic, lay in one hand
My narcotic of choice,
The customized Venti Caramel Vanilla Mocha Latte,

Tailored to suit a relaxing,
Stress breaking,
Contemplation,

Warms the other
The original, glazed donuts,
Dark chocolate, doused with
Fine sugar icing
Waiting to satisfy the appetite,
Lay before me,
My guardian, strong, gray suited in green,
And impenetrable,
Was planted behind me,
With no worries to bring,
It’s the perfect moment,
Except,
For that empty space,
Smugly mocking,
Beside me

 

Words of dying inspiration

Sitting at my Starbucks window,
Beloved book in hand,

The world of men scurries around me…

Men do not believe what I say
When I claim to read and write,
My form of dress, and manner
Displace the truth…

The heart of the knight holds its weight,
Yet words overcome it still…

The poet inside,

Bitter words,

Hardened hearts,

Great sorrow,

Suffocating thoughts


Alter ego, fragile and warm
Sheltered and protected,
Noble and intelligent
Suppressed for his innocence
Shining only in vivid moments of lucidity
In the few moments of Chemical magnetism,
In the few hours of St. Valentines,
In the few moments of empathetic emotion…

Hardship has turned myself against me

Charachteristic song...